I blogged earlier today about change. (with a cheesy picture of some coins, and I’m really sorry for that. I’m trying to get better about including images with my posts, but when you have no photographer instinct, that gets hard–forgive me?)

I wrote about how easy it is to change when it’s something you want, and what the heck should I do when some unexpected change happens that throws my whole life out of whack and I want to crawl in a hole?

Then I had a meeting at work about my new role at work and then my brain started to swell, and then I got all twitchy, and then I couldn’t find my breath. I mean, I only sort of wanted to crawl in a hole, but just thinking about what it means to pitch to national media, being THE go-to person for something, how to keep track of every detail … it took my breath away.

even good change is terribly scary and hard

But it’s growth. And that’s what I’m after, right?

so. bring. it. on.